"Oops, I did it again..."

...said Britney Spears a long time ago, when I'm not actually sure she'd done it yet.

But I'm doing it again-- merging blogs.

Basically, I know "Bianca Does Stuff on Location" is a really shitty title and "Demon Sauce" is my most favorite title of anything ever, so I've absorbed my travel blog into my demon blog and I'll navigate the identity crisis as I keep posting.

PS- I decided to further confuse things by incorporating ALL my travel blogs (okay, all two of them) into Demon Sauce as well. They were aptly titled, "Bianca Does Stuff in Costa Rica" and "Bianca and Stella Do Stuff in Buenos Aires." They're a good time.

PPS- the "again" of "did it again" refers to a personal blog I kept for all of 3 days or something called "Uptempo Plum" that I merged into "Demon Sauce" years ago. Uptempo discussed how I spent every Saturday night at home, so its a real pick-me-up.

Intimacy Issues

That's me. I love you or I don't care- there is no middle ground, no delicate dance of compromise and finesse. Tall, thick walls compartmentalize the different arenas of my life: love, family, work, expression...

Even my baby-blogs. Uptempo Plum is where I post my mushy personal musings; Demon Sauce, is where I work it like a school project. Or so it started anyway...

Lately, I've found life getting kinda blurry as my demons blast through the heart-shaped wall I so fervently bricked and cemented, spraying pink mist and mush over my perfectly pressed outfits and ruining my make-up. It's a good thing, people tell me, to explore your yin and yang and lose your mind and put yourself out there and let people in and all that crap. Therefore, in an effort to be a more fully realized person I'm taking a HUGE step and...

I'M MERGING MY BLOGS...
...crickets...

I said, I am merging my blogs. Together. Intimate-like. Like the Brady Bunch.

Still nothing...? Huh.

It's kind of a big deal. Walls are coming down, guys! Songs are written about unions like this! My Type-A Over-Achiever Barbie is letting my sensitive, brooding Emo Ken move in to the Barbie Mansion with all his knats and baggage and- stop rolling your eyes!

Well, I think is a big fucking deal and I'm pretty puffy about the whole thing. Uptempo Plum is on hiatus, past Plum posts are now integrated into Demon Sauce, and Demon Sauce will serve as my only blog until further notice. I'm choosing to go with hiatus rather than straight retirement because I'd have babies with the name "Uptempo Plum" if I could, but also in case Barbie and Ken don't work out.

Baby steps, y'all...